nightmare

I had a dream that I went through my pregnancy, like I remember conceiving and then I was about 6 or 7 months along, and in my dream I actually felt how it would feel to sit down and not be able to lean forward because you have a baby/basketball on your lap. When I was only a couple months away from giving birth I realized that I had been taking birth control the entire pregnancy and we were going to have a still born. I couldn't stop crying.