it doesn't happen that often that i struggle for words to describe my insides, but...today is one of those days where i can't stop smiling. (that doesn't happen a lot either)
neither todd nor i set an alarm so we slept until 11. when i woke up he woke up and we squeezed the crap out of each other. we opened all the blinds to let the bright bright sunshine in. sometimes we get so excited to see each other because 8 hours (of sleep) is probably the longest we go without seeing each other. we laid there for an hour or two. we wrestled. he made me laugh so hard i cried and couldn't stop laughing. i made him laugh and he told me i was funny (people don't ever tell me i'm funny). he thought i was cute with my messy hair and my sleepy face. when we lie next to each other sometimes we have staring contests but they're really love lasers that make the other one melt. it's just really comforting (because i freak out a lot about the future and how unbalanced i am) to know that we love each other more and not less. to see how we're amalgamating, more or less, into the sameish person and we know so much about one another but we still tell secrets and learn new things. i love having my own little family. my own little house. my very own boyfriend who will sing me to sleep or make me food or hug me as hard as i want.
today was perfect. the sunshine made it better.
2 comments:
LOVE LAZERS!!!
i like this.
my favorite is when we said good night 30 minutes before, but landon whispers "are you awake?" when i thought we was asleep. sleep overs are the best.
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